haze of unbearable confusion
Wednesday, July 16, 2008 3:31 PM
mylife.mysoul.mymind.myinspiration.myworld.myday.mynight.myeverything.
there's this person that has come and scooped me up and i wish it didn't have to be this way because really it sucks i mean i love 'them' its just, i don't like the feeling that someone has taken over my life and i can't be with them its crazy
i want to be able to be with 'them' forever i want to be able to lay down and feel like I'm complete because i am honestly in love i have this feeling of closeness that can't even begin to be compared or explained its like a million butterflies flying inside me when i think about 'them'. it's honestly crazy i don't know what I'd do without 'them' i wish every moment of my life could just revolve around making 'them' happy. but i don't seem to be able to do that right. i don't know. i want to have 'them' in my life now and forever. i feel like 'they' are needed to make me be able to live, breathe, and function. but i bet that's just an exaggeration. this feeling of helplessness is unbearable. i don't know what I'm going to do. i feel like 'they' are my match. like i believe that in this world everyone has one true match. and you're lucky if you find them. and i think 'they' are my true match. because i can't live without 'them'. 'they' make everyday special. and its just like whenever i see that 'they' are online, or i see 'their' name on my caller ID i just freak out. its like i can't breathe I'm so excited. sometimes i wish that i hadn't met 'them' because now i can't imagine life without 'them' and i know that I'll never find someone to replace what 'they' were to me. and i know that nobody can make me feel the same way. and that is really okay. because I'd rather be with 'them' than with someone else and i know it.
there's this person that has come and scooped me up and i wish it didn't have to be this way because really it sucks i mean i love 'them' its just, i don't like the feeling that someone has taken over my life and i can't be with them its crazy
i want to be able to be with 'them' forever i want to be able to lay down and feel like I'm complete because i am honestly in love i have this feeling of closeness that can't even begin to be compared or explained its like a million butterflies flying inside me when i think about 'them'. it's honestly crazy i don't know what I'd do without 'them' i wish every moment of my life could just revolve around making 'them' happy. but i don't seem to be able to do that right. i don't know. i want to have 'them' in my life now and forever. i feel like 'they' are needed to make me be able to live, breathe, and function. but i bet that's just an exaggeration. this feeling of helplessness is unbearable. i don't know what I'm going to do. i feel like 'they' are my match. like i believe that in this world everyone has one true match. and you're lucky if you find them. and i think 'they' are my true match. because i can't live without 'them'. 'they' make everyday special. and its just like whenever i see that 'they' are online, or i see 'their' name on my caller ID i just freak out. its like i can't breathe I'm so excited. sometimes i wish that i hadn't met 'them' because now i can't imagine life without 'them' and i know that I'll never find someone to replace what 'they' were to me. and i know that nobody can make me feel the same way. and that is really okay. because I'd rather be with 'them' than with someone else and i know it.
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